hope

2012-01-23T07:37:00.000-08:00

and you could come to a place where you just give up, i just did.

2012-01-18T05:58:00.001-08:00

u know you get inspired when somethings moves you.

the rain is pouring
the thunder
the lightning
the wind blowing so hard
its dark

only few road lamps

you are not alone.

Luke 1:37
Nothing is impossible with God.

walk through that very rain
walk through every path you're walking at

cuz in the end

you'll be better.

you make all things work together for my good.
have faith.
PTL.

:)

2012-01-14T09:26:00.000-08:00

a few good things that i've learnt for these past few years. :)

be grateful. people appear in your life for a reason. time doesnt matter. its all for a reason.
nothing's impossible. :)

Luke 1:37
For nothing is impossible with God.

they are all to make what you are today.

cherish people around you.
your cousins, your relatives, friends, close friends and family.

2012-01-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

whole lotta love. :)

wellitstruetheysaywhetheritstruewellthetruthcomesoutwhenthetimeisrightoru'rebeingblindedbythewholethingwhenulikeitu'renotblinduchosetofollowurinstinctsthatverytimeormomentusayitanddoesntmatterifiliketypingsocloselyidontevenneedaspacebarichosenottouseitdouseeanyfullstopmehhthiswriteryoucallyourselfawritercuzeverytimeitrytospacebarafterthisshowstatitsallredohyeakidsitsnogoodtoreadthiscuzitalwaysrequiresaspacebarwhenu'rewritingsomething. cool.nowihvfullstops

teehee ;P

2012-01-10T08:30:00.001-08:00

there's more. to. come. :)

2012-01-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

the blue clock ticking away
the red curtains with stripes
the fan blowing
my hair moving swiftly

the television switched on
the lights switched on

and here i'm typing
so wats the point?

be thankful that you can feel and see things

there are so many things to be thankful about
and there you go

:)

2012-01-07T08:21:00.000-08:00

2012-01-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

look right. XD
TEEHEE <3

2011-12-31T22:56:00.001-08:00

it just feels that i have to blog today.

aaahhhhhhh, the bliss.

John 3:16

16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

PTL!!!

2011-12-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

victory; defeat, you name it.

2011-12-24T08:27:00.000-08:00

Thank You Jesus Christ.

2011-12-24T03:56:00.001-08:00

first child syndrom. its not a syndrom. its a CHARACTERISTIC. oh. dont change who you are. you are born this way.

2011-12-22T07:04:00.000-08:00

有时, 我觉得我最好的给你不值得 . 但我别无选择 . 还有什么要做或者说. 我爱你. 但我不知道如何了.

2011-12-22T01:04:00.000-08:00

only your high school friends know your ways

only your parents know how you are

only your best friend knows your habits

only your family knows how you were and how you have changed

but there's only ONE that knows how many hair there is, how many breaths you take, how you feel actually deep down in your heart, your worries without you even uttering it.

PTL.

Kutless - What Faith Can Do

2011-12-21T04:09:00.000-08:00

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
http://www.elyricsworld.com/what_faith_can_do_lyrics_kutless.html
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

2011-12-20T08:28:00.000-08:00

i need to get a new earphone. :)

brush up myself. :)

trim hair. nail polish. facial. nice dresses. accompany myself with good stuffs and songs.

my heart is calm. PTL.
HE is bigger than any of my circumstances. my situation. my feelings. everything.

normally i'd be crying or feeling like stormy seas. waves. wind. blowing.
like a flower quickly fading. here today. gone tomorrow. quoting from 'Who Am I' from Casting Crowns.

anyways, life's good. :)

Praise God.

2011-12-12T04:02:00.000-08:00

iamsobored.bored bored bored bored bored bored. bored bored bored. bored. bored. bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. bored. bored. bored. ya u can see that going. boredbored bored bored bored bored bored. ooopss i've got boredbored together. bored bored bored bored bored bored. hahahahaha. tis is kinda interesting. bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. bored. bored. bored. im bored. bored bored. bored bored bored.
bored.

2011-12-08T02:30:00.001-08:00

hello. hows life. tats how i always start huh. anyways. niceeeee. i've got a blue guitar. more sleep than ive always wanted. sit around. drink coffee, drink drinks i like. play piano whenever i want. enjoy what's to be shared around. life. :)

often it seems as if we can't stand anymore. we just got our guitar in our lives played the wrong key. it needs tuning again.

only ONE can do that.

there's one thing that can only make you feel loved and so loved forever.

PTL!!!

Jesus Culture-Your Love Never Fails

2011-12-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails

Chorus:
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jesus_culture/your_love_never_fails.html ]
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails

Verse 2:
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone here in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails

The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails

Bridge:
You make all things work together for my good

2011-11-18T06:39:00.000-08:00

i feel like writing now. or rather, blogging. what should i even blog about? finding things to write about a topic? anywayz, i saw 2 ppl wearing same shoes today. nah, no biggie rite. yeah, no biggie. unless u wana talk big bout it. speaking of which i did not dare to move, *im listening to it now* i feel as if im struggling. yea i am struggling. and they say u cant grow if u dun struggle. so my point is. do u hv to struggle to achieve? sure, obstacles are inevitable. and suffering is optional. yea. tats true. tats not even from me. i mean that phrase. perhaps u're reading this out of a day where you dont feel so right. or rather the blogger herself now feels like this. i feel i dont even know wat im feeling right now. haha. so wat happens next.

the joy of eating good food. the joy of wondering things. the joy of exploring the world! the joy of being with your friends. yeap. i love my friends. my closest friends help me in my studies, mostly. they help me with my building of character, rather scoldings. scoldings that actually make u a better person. wat kinda scolding. you know wat i mean when u hv close friends. this bunch of friends are really from heaven. they care every single bit i do. every single thing i like. every single thing i ... even they know my sense of fashion. n know my temper. lucky huh. yeah. i feel everyone has their own cycle of friends. oh yea. enough bout tat.

speaking of life. haha. i'm dead tired. DEAD TIRED I REPEAT. DEAD TIRED. dont like me repeating? go read other ppl's blog. anywayz, back to topic. i realised when u're in the worst situation, it brings out the YOU. the real you. the actual you.

and where you are today, is where your personality longs to be.

and oh yes. oh yes. oh yes. oh yes. oh yes. wat do i wana speak of now? something else? yea this blogger is probably speaking to herself. hehhhhhhh.

2011-11-12T08:33:00.000-08:00

and you thought that it's gonna be that way.

and you thought that it's gonna be that way.

and you thought that it's gonna be that way.

not clear enough?

and you thought that it's gonna be that way.

2011-11-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

how hv i grown up?

grow up?
speaking of growing up.
we never stop growing up.
IF THE MOUNTAIN AIN'T ROUGH, YOU CAN'T CLIMB IT.

2011-11-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

anywayz, i LIKE MY PASSWORD FOR MY BLOGGGGGG. " something must be wrong with this person"

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wats wrong with being something wrong.............

yeap. anyways. i guess no matter what happens. i've made my decision. i believe its gonna be good. and yes, no matter what happens. i dun think im gonna change my choice anymore. AWEEEEEEEEEESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-11T10:12:00.000-08:00

James 1:19-21
"Know this, my beloved brothers; let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger. for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls."

2011-11-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

Matthew 6:34
" Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

2011-10-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

keep on fighting

keep on going

keep it going

keep on dreaming

know that there's a way when Father Lord is with you.

you'll never walk alone.

stormy seas may come.

but Good Oh Lord calms the stormy seas in you.

When you look back on what your life has been,

probably not the best

struggling to get what you want

probably letting go of some things

that made you today

so keep staying strong

hallelujah.

2011-10-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

What has happened to this world?

This is disturbing.
It is disturbing.

The world is not at peace.

Child being run over as if there's no price to pay.
As if its okay.

It's not.

People with no food to eat.
People with no shelter or even a roof to live under.

People with no clean environment to even live in.

They fear.
People fear living.

What are we living for.

Victory of achieving with death without your concern.
And life moves on.

Army, they go for war.
Leaving their families behind.

This is what's been happening today.
Our world.
Today.

I sigh.

You sigh.

2011-10-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

i'm bored. XD

2011-10-13T03:29:00.000-07:00

hello, its Thursday. :) lesson learnt. must eat before long hours of not-allowed-to-eat-session. Today's last day of lab. :) no more lab for the semester. awesome!

i want to talk about nothing.
listen to some songs.

drink a can of Chrysanthemum tea.

relaxed.

isn't it jsut awesome.

" i dare you to lift yourself up on the floor"

sometimes things make sense. sometimes it doesn't. but when it doesn't. it is different and actually a plan and a purpose. a purpose is more than a plan.

purpose > plan. get it?
haha.

" i dare you to moveeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

I dare you to move like today never happened,
today never happened...

:)

2011-10-08T11:28:00.000-07:00

aloha!
helloooooo. how's life everyone? life? speaking of life. wats life anywayz? wats life?
why are you even here? why are you on Earth. wat you doing here. hiiiiiiiiii.

life has a purpose.

there may be hard times
struggle
pain suffering

forgive
forgiveness is the way to freedom

this is your life

do you have a passion ?

do you have a dream?

2011-10-06T04:21:00.003-07:00

Just realized that life is not that long after all.
Just changed my perspective on something.

2011-09-24T11:33:00.000-07:00

Ecclesiastes 11:9

" Rejoice, O young man, in your youth, and let your heart cheer you in the days of your youth. Walk in the ways of your heart and the sight of your eyes. But know that for all these things God will bring you into judgement"

2011-09-23T11:09:00.000-07:00

Just watched these 2 videos from Pastor Kenneth Chin. :)

IT TOTALLY SUITS MY NEEDS TODAY.
it's directed to me. i know.

hallelujah.

so. i feel i should share with you guys bout what it is. its about let's say

you are undergoing some circumstance in life. and its hard. its dangerous. its dry. you're in the desert. you feel as if you're gonna give up.

" hey, why you doing this to yourself? you can choose to be better etc etc "
why must do the hard way...

you're wrong.

its not too late!

God has put you to a desert to:

DEVELOP YOU.

you study for a test but yes, only your results reflects the real you. isn't it. the truth. isn't it.

the test: desert
results: results

God loves us.

All of us have a dream. A dream where we wish so far and our hearts really wish for it. And then someone comes and tell you " hey, why you doing this to yourself. and try a shortcut"

nono. don't dont ever give up. because through this desert, where and when we have nothing. We can only rely on God.
This desert is to test you.
As long as God is with you, He will provide you water in the desert.

From this test, desert, you develop. And in the process of developing, you get disciplined.
We're all God's children. He disciplines us.

And the real you, the results shows it.
You have to make a decision. You have to go through that desert to know your dreams, to get to your dreams.

Rejoice! when you have a dream, and when u're at a desert. This may sound insane, but it's how you get there, for a test will reveal the real you.

Desert:
- to humble you
-test you and then go to another level
- your heart

so, don't stop dreaming.

the real you?
:believe
:convictions
:value
:prorities

So amen.

2011-09-22T12:14:00.000-07:00

midnight owl :)

2011-09-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

yea, we all know, don't wna repeat and there

wat issit?

yea........ there's something somewhere where i nid to just stop.
STOP WHERE I AM DOING . STOP . JUST STOP.

step back.

and see myself, again.

am i doing the right thing? no?

don't think i've been productive this week.
all i know is that i have so much to do and ain't working very very hard or fast on them.

and spend more money this week.

university first year

2011-09-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

2011-09-15T10:59:00.000-07:00

we all have this self-conflict within us.
i have self-conflict as well.
about how we need to express ourselves in order to let others see
and we shall only respond corresponding to how the society looks at us
wisdom
there is a word called 'wisdom'

there're always some tensions pulling you away from doing what you actually want to do
isnt it?
its true
i have and have been and still experiencing it
not that i have so much work to do
but its our daily lives that we'll have to deal with

it has nothing to do with anyone
its just
just ourself.
isnt that true
its just ourself.
people could say, ' maybe its ur work, ur health problem'

oh no tats not it
you cant even give your best when you have this tensions
* i dont like the word tension *

point is

you can't give your best knowing that its the right thing to do
you're afraid of risks
you're afraid of the circumstances

i'm afraid as well

i'm afraid writing this as well.

but on the bright side,
what can man do to you?

its not about falling
its about getting up everytime we fall

-it is not by me writing this-

2011-09-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

Malaysia has a bunch of people, and 'bunch' i do not mean 10. i'm no one to speak of anything or judge anything. however, there is a opinion i need to express. and im sure its already known. we all know that there are scholars of Malaysia going overseas, everywhere, of every 'corner' of the Earth. Not mentionning as if other country residents are not at every 'corner' of the Earth. :) so yes, these very generation has a very big potential. a change is a must. a change shall happen. one day you'll see. the country shall change for a better.

its as if we're living in history. don't you feel it? tomorrow is like yesterday sometimes. but yes again there is hope. :) i hope its just my little opinion about tomorrow and yesterday. however, again and again, im no one to talk about the future or yesterday. its just my opinion. no harm isn't it.

and yes stop complaining and cursing. :)

2011-09-14T03:56:00.001-07:00

finally realises what it means to love. :)

2011-09-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding,
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.

For nothing is impossible with God.

2011-09-09T09:55:00.000-07:00

there may be times we don't get everything we want.

you won't get everything you want.

but if you try, you would get what you need.

i grew up to be a very blessed girl
and not even asking, i sometimes get greater things that than i could ever imagine.

so many things in ur life, but i was still
searching for the truth

im glad now. :)

and there are sometimes where you will never never never get what you want,
and sometimes you'd have to let go of it,
and it came to me that to think of others is better than to for yourself,
rather to go for my dreams,
make other ppl's dreams come true
or make other's life easier

i have never learnt such greatful and thankful things
until my Heavenly Father taught me such great things

hallelujah.

2011-09-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

hello :)

2011-09-07T09:45:00.000-07:00

wanna see my buddy's face?

she's also my cousin. :)

The name is cacing. ;p

2011-09-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

expectations. expectations! EXPECTATIONS!!!!

what are your expectations?

where do you live up to?

where do you place your circumstances?

your life.
your situation.

above all.

you do have expectations.
what are yours.

what do you expect when:
you're in school
or
even let us say, more of situations at this point.

either you can expect something better or lesser or just as usua

but DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING OR EXPECT HIGH BECAUSE YOU ARE AFRAID OF DISAPPOINTMENT.
that's by right, the BIGGEST LIE in the world.

put High HOPES. for there is hope. or thinking this way, why are there words as "disappointment" or " hope"?

you do have hope. where did your or why is there even hope in your heart. why do you even understand the word hope and you can even feel it right now. you thinking of something now?

expecting something. your school grades? your family? your consequences?

learning the word of God today from the video of Pastor Kenneth Chin,

go. go to Jesus. talk to Him about it when you have problems. not that when you don't have a problem you don't talk to Him.

John 2. about Mary and the wine.

it may seem sometimes that the Lord is not with us. but no. He listens. He hears our prayers.

Whatever He asks you to do it, you just do it.

Have faith!

Hebrews 11:1 Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

2011-09-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

a very different birthday this year.

very blessed birthday.

i've been feeling so empty bout birthdays for YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

but now.

i feel it again.

the love that God provides :)

for He provides. :)

its no end
there's more to see.
there's more of you Jesus.

2011-09-04T04:36:00.000-07:00

sometimes we do a little mistake and that's it.

that's it. no more chances. no more. its the end. there's no hope. its gone.

its ok if you don't wanna read it. im typing these for those you want to know. or if there's a purpose indirectly to others that it may help.

Isaiah 54:1
" Sing, O barren one, who did not bear;
break forth into singing and cry aloud,
you who have not been in labour!"

Isaiah 54:2
"Enlarge the place of your tent,
and let the curtains of your habitations be stretched out;
do not hold back; lengthen your cords
and strengthen your stakes.

Isaiah 54:4
" Fear not, for you will not be ashamed;
be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced;
for you will forget the shame of your youth,
and the reproach of your widowhood you will
remember no more.

Isaiah 54:5
For your Maker is your husband,
the LORD of hosts is his namel
and the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer,
the God of the whole earth he is called.

Isaiah 54:6
For the LORD has called you
like a wife deserted and grieved in spirit,
like a wife of youth when she is cast off,
says your God.

Isaiah 54:7
For a brief moment I deserted you,
but with great compassion I will gather you.

Isaiah 54:8
In overfloweing anger for a moment
I hid my face from you,
but with everlasting love i will have compassion on you,"
says the LORD, your Redeemer.

Isaiah 54:11
" O afflicted one, storm-tossed and not comforted,
behold, I will set your stonnes in antimony,
and lay your foundations with sapphires.

And this is what the Lord responded to me,

Isaiah 51:21
Therefore hear this, you who are afflicted,
who are drunk, but not with wine;
Thus says your Lord, the LORD,
your God who pleads the cause of his peopl;
" Behold, I have taken from your hand the cup of staggering;
the bowl of my wrath you shall drink no more;
and I will put it into the hand of your tormentors,
who have said to you,
'Bow down, that we pay pass over';
and you have made your back like the ground
and like the street for them to pass over."

Hallelujah oh Jesus.
Hallelujah.

It may be for some of you out there who aren't aware and yes, break forth and Sing! Sing! Sing! Cry out for Him. Declare! for there is Hope.

2011-08-30T08:43:00.000-07:00

" i understand, i understand" , slowly she walked out the door of that quite empty wooden house.

Amy, looked up in the blue blue bright sky, where the world still turns around while her life is doomed.

There's one tiny bit in her heart where she still hopes. Hoping that things would be better.

Amy walked out of that house. While walking, she saw some kids playing football, a father washing his car and his wife flowering the flowers.
The gardener cutting and shaping the plants.

Amy thought to herself, what do I do? Life's so meaningless. I have no hope anymore. Maybe I'll find a miracle throughout this street.

She walked aimlessly, hoping to find something that could cure her heart.

So where did Amy live all these while?

Years past by. Amy is now 50. Looking back at the above paragraph was what she was. Hopeless. Trying to suicide. Nothing even mattered anymore from then on.
However halfway her walk down the street where she saw the gardener, he asked " Young woman, why you looking so sad?"

And there, it was then her life changed.
You won't understand why this gardener put such a huge impact on Amy's life.

These are words to be shared with you guys and girls today

You are worth.
God handmade you in your mother's womb.
You're destined to do something,
there's a purpose worth living for.

Something which one have to accomplish.
And there's when, life with a meaning came for.

What are you living for?

2011-08-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

before i start, let's just remember that God is good. :)

alright. its obvious. but yes yes. i noticed, or rather realized that restaurants or stalls that get good business or get a trademark of their food/ beverages, uses old style theme to how they COOK the food, the drinks. old style. the traditional way. now it makes sense why coal cooking tastes much better than electrical? or correct me if im wrong. :) oh n yes, wine must be made in wood compressed buckets. something like that. its all traditional. ahh great.

2011-08-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

ngehh. nth to do at night. sitting at my comfy zone. relaxing while rushing after labby report. =,=

2011-08-20T04:56:00.001-07:00

so, there are so much to do and i sometimes will feel that ' i still need a rest'. i still like naps and procrastinate.

2011-08-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord.

2011-08-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

to those of you who read this, i share with you. obviously. ok. here it goes. well, do you feel stucked? do you feel condemned? do you feel as if u've failed urself? do you feel sad. misunderstood. in the puddle of mud. u're stucked. fact is: u're stucked.

to those of you who feel that way, don't worry. because YOU were made for something greater than this. its time to climb that mountain. eventhough we may cry sometimes, but we have HOPE. endure the pain, for He is with us. He will wipe our tears, our Rock, our HOPE.

its time to just climb that mountain. im not trying to boast here. but, hv confidence. hv confidence. climb to where you want to climb. and put your flag of victory there. and thank Him. :)

hallelujah.

2011-08-09T09:53:00.001-07:00

its almost 1a.m.! and im taking advantage of time. when i can actually or should sleep by now. becuz class is late tmr! but i hv lots to do but im not doing them becuz i hv no mood tonight. :)

2011-08-04T09:37:00.001-07:00

its 12:37a.m. now, i feel tired. wat am i to do. im tired. and don't wana sleep. feel as if i hvnt done something. head's tired. my heart is still awake. u know, sometimes, when u're so high on doing something, u forgot who you are. step back and look again. tats wat Pastor Sandra said last Sunday. yeap. its true. look and see. stay humble. see wat u've done. see wat u've said and yes. u know wat i mean.

u know, i have a younger brother, his name is Yong Joon. Recently, out of a sudden, he chose a name, the name is Matthew. I believe, he's born for a purpose a reason. Because, when i was 11, i kept writing letters and put under my mum's pillow. Every single day. Just to have a baby brother. I know its not me who's doing that. I know it happened for a reason. And I don't know why.

Matthew grew up to be a very smart baby brother. He loves maths. :) He loves the family. He helps mummy cook, he helps mummy clean the house, he helps mummy chop the vegetables, he helps mummy to wash the kitchen and just loves to help. He puts things back to places. He finishes every book he reads. He loves business.
At such tender age, he's already planning for the future.

My brother, loves me very much as well. I'm blessed for that. Looking back the days when i'm at home, i realised i hvnt done much for him. I haven't gave him all the happiness and joy i'm supposed to give him as the eldest sister. i feel that he's kinda lonely. writing this, i feel like crying. but, yea. i realised i havent been doing my job as a sister tho we're 13 years apart.

2011-08-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

in our lives, what's there to do? you were born, oh yes, you were born. why? let's move on. you grew up, you learnt how to walk. who taught you to walk. your mummy and daddy or your lovely grandparents. but who gave you the strength to walk. who gave you legs. who let you stand up and walk. lets move on. you went to kindergarden. you have wonderful teachers teaching you about everything. you started drawing rainbows. why do every child draw rainbows, the sun, moon, sea, beaches and pretty pretty things. you go to school. you are 7. wats on? learning and making new friends. so wats up. you make more friends. you learn more things. you learn life lessons. you get to know your numbers and words well. move on. lets go to secondary school life. oh hey hey, you're a new noobie at your first form. and yea, wow, getting to go around at shopping malls with friends, you play more games and your thinking and horizons goes deeper. come to pre university, its the same. come to university. actually, i feel the cycle's the same. isnt it. well, its based on my own opinion. i dont know bout yours. it doesnt matter does it? well, it matters. you make a difference. wats the difference between 0 and 1? and how many numbers does it go to make it 1 from 0? even the number 0, came all the way from somewhere. a negative infinity. but why negative? isnt it there something before negative? maybe humans just havent discover them. maybe i'd sound like a mad person now. but who knows. thinks thought by people sometimes may just be discovered someday. u may feel wats the point of me blogging these. or you probably gave up reading halfway. oh but u're still reading and if i say oopps. u jsut wasted bout 10mins of your life reading this, you'd be annoyed isnt it. so after university, wat else. all the new cycles and yeap. u've probably gotten the rough sketch of your life. but i can't see. i don't have to see. because i know He has a plan for me. I just don't know what is being written. But there is a purpose. A purpose I've been finding for for a long time.

2011-08-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

He is our healer.
He is the Alpha and the Omega.

my weakness is Your strength.

whenever we feel lost, whenever you feel like crying, whenever you don't know what else to do and everything seems messed up, He will be there to wipe your tears.

God is good all the time.

hallelujah.

2011-08-02T09:31:00.001-07:00

i've been delaying for too long ;)

i've been saying but i haven't done it ;)

its time for a change.
time to do something for myself.

time to run, run, run. ;)
eat, eat, eat healthily.
i just don't have the determination to do it consistently which i think reasons why i hvnt started on it. at all.

likewise now, i'm talking. ain't i. ;D

oh wellz, im listening to westlife late night like tis. it isnt abnormal.

morning breakfast: MAKE SANDWICH. LOW HUAY LING. DO SOMETHING BOUT IT. u're not gonna eat a piece of nothing in the morning i tell you.

lunch: eat a nice meal. eat FINISH. eventho u feel like puking. TAHAN AND EAT IT.

after lunch, maybe a lil' snack during evening.

DINNER: EAT PROPER MEAL YOUUUUUUU.

supper? a piece of bread and glass of milk. ;)

gosh, start now.

time to get fit.

EXERCISE? MUST FIND A WAY TO EXERCISE. i wudnt wana wake up so early everyday..
i think i shall exercise every evening. EVERYDAY. everyday? yeap. everyday, from now on. will i be doing it? WATEVER IT TAKES, i must from now on.

gotta get the nice dress on my fit babeh! and a good 6-7 hours sleep per day.

coffee? heh. usual. coffee is my friend. ;p

2011-07-30T11:35:00.000-07:00

tmr going back to Subang. don't want. to. go. back. i . want. to. stay. at home. being. lazy. sleep. play fb. listen to songs. fb. eat. sleep. so lazyyyyyyyy omgggggg. hahaa. anywayz, hopefully this sem will be an awesome one. i know it will??????????/ haha.

i need a chill pill. ;D
there are some new resolutions to be taken action about. i dunno wat kinda english is this. hahaha. blah! blah blah blahhhhhh like Kesha! ketchup! chupa chups! ok. ignore that. ahhahaha.

this month of holiday has actually let me learnt quite some lessons. ;)

oh i hvnt bought new earphones and forgot to repair my guitar =,=

guitarrrrrrr. planning to bring it back to Subang but don't think i'll hv any whereeeeee to put it.

there my chill pills. XD

2011-07-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

haha. school starts next monday. can you feel the breeze? and you smell the aroma of the night breeze? can you feel the lightness of the breeze and the cool night breeze so nice. ;) God's creation is just so awesome.

oh watever happened to me when you see me. is nothing big. i just lost about 8kg. how do i lose it? well, just sleep and when stomach's already empty, you ignore it and continue sleeping for many hours and continue that until the next day. warning: tis is not healthy. ;) stay healthy, stay happy.

and life yea, u never know wat's in store for you. but God is good. He has plans and purpose for you. amen? ;)

when im at my weakest, He will be my strength. hallelujah oh Lord.

nobody will be there for you let me tell you. but parents are the greatest promise you can have in the world. their love is always there regardless. Jesus is the greatest Love. God is Love.

hallelujah.

2011-07-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

a few things to consider:

- pack pack pack
- my guitar is not fixed YET
- oh yea, need to talk to some ppl before Monday comes!
- get a very nice notebook! for meself! heh~

2011-07-26T00:01:00.000-07:00

God is good all the time!

2011-07-23T11:04:00.001-07:00

there are so many things to be worried. but Matthew 6:34 says, " Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble".

sometimes i feel, im not like other girls who take the trouble to put on make up, or to dress up as nicely as possible when they go out. Or shave your legs, or anything else.

I am tired. or they could say wow i really don't like how you dress up? oh, oh wow. u're so outdated. actually, just be myself. for sufficient for the day is its own trouble as said by the bible.

sometimes i just want to wear a white t-shirt and a simple short pants, wear my slippers, tie a pony-tail and yea, let's go out and drink a cup of tea. and talk the wonders of life. :)

yea, facebook, and all. you can look pretty. but yea, i think i give up trying to be somebody when i can be myself.

i think its quite confusing trying to be someone you don't want to be. there's a purpose why everyone has different sense of fashion or why you even call it fashion. call it you.

everybody has to be like everybody. when people straigthen their hair, everyone does the same. when everyone cuts bob, everyone does it?

yea, im not trying to be anyone else.

and about the world, heal the world.
i think there are more things to be cared about than your little bitsy nonsense.
my dream is to be a doctor, then a volounteer to help at places which needs help, especially medical aid. to give.

but too bad im not in medicine. but im sure how the others may do it. im sure there are people out there who's passionate bout how to change the world. engineers are not bad too. engineers try to invent better water systems. and innovate many things. for i feel, whether i like it or not, i feel at one point of your life, you'll come to realise what's really important to you. till now, i really do not know what i want to do.

i do regret some things that i did and am wrong for it. i do regret doing wrong things. i do regret treating people with the wrong way. i do. i am tired that i might offend people, but i shall take it all in, knowing the actual truths of life, and yeap. go according to where im supposed to be and explore what it is to be like. :)

2011-07-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

i miss you.

2011-07-17T21:25:00.003-07:00

He loves me so much that my problems poof! just like that. There's no burden.

hallelujah.

to go, soon.

2011-07-13T23:19:00.000-07:00

I am amazed by some places:

egypt.
i want to stay in egypt when there's a chance next time for 1 month.
probably not under my plan.
and understand

2011-07-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

two of my fav songs for nowwwww. :DDDD

rolling in the deep - adele

good life - one republic

NOW these are what i call SONGS. urgh!

have a good week ahead!

hallelujah.

2011-07-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

http://www.everystudent.com/wires/apostles.html

2011-07-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

God is good.

2011-07-08T22:54:00.001-07:00

u know, how twisty and turning it is, how the road diverges, how far i go to, how depressed i am, how happy i am, how any day i do anything i do. it all boils down to one thing.
God is Real.

and the signs are clear too.
most of us won't believe until we see with our own eyes.
tho we can't see Him, but if we seek to find Him, we will find Him.

everytime, every single time, He won't fail me. He's so faithful Oh Lord.

Everytime you do something wrong, just be sincere and ask for His forgiveness and He's ready to forgive you.

but i remember my friend once said, its not a license to sin.

sometimes we go wrong, and i mean me.
its time to strengthen up my legs and knees and walk His way.

im not trying to boast here. but its so true that He's been with us all the time.

i dont have to worry anymore.
Cast all your worries on Him, for he cares.
1 Peter 5 : 7

and when im sad,
He will always be there all the time.

hollywood tells you wat love is,
sorry dude or girls.
love is not what u see in movies.
love is not buying gifts all the time.
love is not telling one u love him or her all the time.

Love is sacrifice.
Love is God.
God is Love.

featuring Jaeson Ma's song,
10, 000 dreams with no place to go.

yeap. i find it true. when you have so many options in life, some have so much in life, but still sad. issit true. isnt it true?

you can have everything and still feel empty. questionning why you on Earth to do? sleep eat sleep eat get a job. DIE.

oh NOT anymore. He has a purpose for us. He is still waiting for you to go to Him.

Happiness fills your heart, overflowing, more than a well, overflowing.
nothing can beat this love.

hallelujah.

2011-07-08T10:26:00.000-07:00

top 2's tis year ya'll!!!
bottom 2 was last year!!! and year before!!! ya'll!!!!

too free. =,=
ciaoz!

2011-07-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

u probably gonna see more posts coming up :)
wat am i to do?

ok. i got a plan. :)

2011-07-07T22:12:00.000-07:00

morning woke up feeling : I feel empty.

2011-07-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

here are some peek-a-boo!
lazy to upload everything :)

2011-07-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

ok. time to really do the talking. where's my earphones? i cant find them. come out pretty pretty please? :) okay..... go. exams was oh mannnnn, thank God, otherwise I wouldn't have enough strength to do it. :) and thank God everything was good and smooth. i'd have to say i went to Sydney without a proper plan but a very wana go. but it was awesome. everything was taken care properly. just i have some lessons that needs to be learnt. to be better. to stand up straight. so that my knees would be stronger and walk in His ways. sometimes, sighs. alright. learn it. learn it. and forgive. :)

alright. seems like it doesnt give u much sense gahhhhhh only certain ppl wud probably und tis post. anywayz, Sydney food was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)
looks like I can eat more now thanks to my pumpkin. :)

and blah blah blah, the 10 days was awesome. had so much of walking, sit on bus and even got lost at LaParus tho it was kinda of a good lesson. sleep in bus and yay you learn a lesson. yeap. tats it.

unsw is a modern university. tho the labs are not big, but i feel the ingredients there are sufficient to buckle up your sit belts before you go out working. :)

speaking of sit belts, i sat in the plane going back to M'sia. If I hvnt told u yet, the turbulence was so highhhhh, i felt as if the plane was gonna turn upside down at and poof! there you go. but prayer made it well. :)

my sit wasnt that great. the table fell down. but i know there's a reason for it.

Glory fall down. All Glory to Him. I reached M'sia safely. :)

tho boarding time was delayed by 45 mins! no insurance pay back for that huh.

test 2 marks were awesome! it was such a mess. no sleeps! coffee was the friendly friend. and weird things happened during that week i dont wana mention. but things are ok tho. but it was a miracle week!

anywayz, gahhhzz. haha. :) finals was ok. :)

God bless.

2011-07-07T08:53:00.001-07:00

with God's love, you can do anything, but do all on account of Him :)

2011-07-07T07:12:00.001-07:00

i don't follow my own ways anymore :)
my ways, but not my ways :)

2011-07-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

my pumpkin :)

2011-07-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

thank you for everything oh Lord.

2011-06-22T06:38:00.001-07:00

don't forget the moment when he saved you and how you became so joyful after that. :D

often, after when we've gotten wat we wanted, or wat we feel content about, we stop being thankful to the One that saved us.

so thank God for who He is. thank Him for saving you. His Grace for He saved you long ago before you were even born.

hallelujah.

2011-06-20T09:46:00.001-07:00

sacrifice.
love.
dreams.
paths.
sufferings.
courage.
discouragement.
life.
shame.
happiness.

passion.
glory.

thank you Lord. :)

2011-06-17T10:24:00.000-07:00

1 Corinthians 11:24-25

and when he had given thanks, he broke it, and said, " This is my body which is for you. Do this in remembrance of me". In the same way also he took the cup, after saying, " This cup is the new covenant in my blood. Do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me."

hallelujah.

2011-06-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

come on'. if u're reading this, probably most of you just go to God for something. Reality check. Why do u want to pray to God? Because you need something. I admit I did that. And Pastor Sam said, dont make God. Let's love God for who He is. I'm gonna do that. This is a testimony not to be forgotten. I will surrender all to Him. Love is not boast. Love does not envy. Love rejoices with the truth. God is love.

Let us just let it all to Him. From from the beginning till the end, He made us. He will be with us. I know He won't let me fall. Even if it kills me so much, I know, He won't let me fall. He gives me strength. He gives me love. Overflowing love. More than a well can imagine. More than ocean. More than mountains. I can't describe. BUt most of all, give glory to God.

2011-06-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

I don't know why is this happening. Its the down fall again. Its the down fall again. I probably can't set my heart right without Him. But when times like this are so discouraging, I'm going to put my faith in Him. For nothing is impossible with Him. I surrender all to Him, my saviour.

2011-06-15T18:35:00.001-07:00

ALL GLORY TO YOU JESUS!

Nothing is impossible with God!
Luke 1:37.

1 Corinthians 10:23- 11:1

Do all glory to God!

Praise the Lord!

another testimony...

2011-06-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

one thing that i never agreed about is jpa scholars are smart.
no. they are just lucky. ;p

u wana know what smart is?

the answer is everybody.

2011-06-10T10:25:00.001-07:00

see the changes :)

life would never be the same again :)

2011-06-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

things that your coursemate would probably tell u.

i forgot who: ur fb posts comes after one another.

after realising that, i didn post a lot for quite some time.

proll its hard to change me.

im spamming fb now again. ;p

one after another. HAHA

im just so happy.

overflowing happiness in my heart!

:)

for once in my life! i feel ever better than a kid i tell u!

no worries, no sadness * tho its not all the time*

but when time discourages, its the most encouraging time.

Blessed is Your name Oh Lord. :)

2011-06-10T10:06:00.001-07:00

INTY, wo ai ni. :)

2011-06-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

nothing can be compared to your love Oh Lord. :)

Highest and most of all my Saviour. :)

2011-06-10T04:21:00.001-07:00

when it doesn't kill u, it makes u stronger. :)

2011-06-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

i nid to write a story. :)
i know im doing nth now. but i think i gotta start planning EVERYTHING already *tho everything planned wont go accordingly*.

i wont make it my ways.
so many things that needs to be decided.
what to do?

telling blog all these got use meh?
will solve my stuffs meh?
haha.
too free.
ciaoz!

2011-06-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

if u do it, u do it now. or u will never do it. :)

i am so tired.

been sleep deprived for so long. :)

why do i put the smiley.

i nid a day without work and just sleep/

2011-06-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

tis is wat happens when i do nth but yet still hv stuffs to complete :)

2011-06-05T05:52:00.001-07:00

;p

i know there's more to than this.
there's more. abundantly.
go do what you wanna do.
im gonna go do what i need to do.
and what im passionate about.
its dancing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i know i'll be dancing soon.

and i know it doesnt stop there...

there's a good more path way for me to go. :)

2011-06-05T02:06:00.001-07:00

Let my life be a testimony to Glorify Your Name oh Lord. :)

2011-06-05T02:05:00.001-07:00

He's real.

2011-06-04T14:39:00.001-07:00

aku suka lagu ini. :)

2011-06-04T14:36:00.000-07:00

ok. its 5:36a.m. in the morning and im procrastinating but *doing portfolio lah* :p

anywayz, Praise the Lord.

anyhow, i thought about my dearest sister * if u're reading this*

i hope the best comes in you in your studies, life and happiness my dearest sister. :)

and oh man,
i miss my brother. :)

2011-05-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

For nothing will be impossible with God.
Luke 1:37

Praise the Lord!

2011-05-29T05:41:00.001-07:00

i nid to post this.

i was waiting for the bus.
i saw a girl, her name's Ansty.
she likes show business, acting drama.
but to stay in show business, its not easy. its corrupted.
thus, she didn take it. :)

i was at service.
a guy i forgot his name.
however, he talked bout Pastor Dave talkin bout a rm50 note.
so wat if the note is dirty, spoilt.
it still has a value.

Praise the Lord.
:)