wow. ever since i met you. things haven't been any same.

obviously things got so good  i thought i had the world. i was wrong.

things started colliding. friendships clashing. nothing was ever the same. ever. again.

i guess if you to begin with has made all these dropped; you're the one to blame.

but i dont blame you. i thank you. i am sure i will turn back one day . and see all these happened for a reason.

i will.

to live is to

make a difference in other people's lives
to make your parents proud

to what really makes a difference for good
for good.

and to do what you really love
there's where your gift is isnt it i believe

that's when you live.

dont choose your job/ career.
choose your passion.

these past few months
have really taught me well.

The Lord is good.

"He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful."
John 15:2

comfortable in this uncertainty

i wasn't comfortable
i wasn't
i was so uncomfortable
its like i was searching , everywhere
every single where that i could find
i was searching

sometimes it seems so uncertain
you dont know what you would choose
and you initially thought you know your own dream
your plans
your life that you could enjoy with

you don't know your dream.
you don't know.

your dream was never to benefit yourself.
it was never meant for you.
it was meant for everyone out there.

doesnt make sense isnt it.

it does when you're lost. that's where you're found.

but all you know is that your dream was to benefit yourself while saying
yes, my dream benefits other people.

but you don't know where life's gonna take you.

its a journey.

x

hello! hvnt wrote for so long!!
im a graduate now!!! Praise The Lord for all He has made!!! :D
God is good.

and im feeling still like a student
maybe i'll let the feeling sink in slowly ;)

anywaysssssssssss
argh i think i shudnt drink too much coffee
hahahaha

i remember the days where i was still choosing which course to study on
and God has made it all possible.

Dream Giver. :)

tomorrow's too much to worry,
it makes me tired
it makes me sick
it makes me unstable

but the anchor that holds my soul
is You.

just let it go
and let it bloom.

let it go.
and let's live.

imma eating carrot as snack nao.
bowow.

i dreamt of you yesterday.
know what?
i dont even mind attending your wedding now.

anyways
im so tired i forgot what i wanted to write about
oh yeahh

i need to stop living a lie
i need to stop lying to myself
LIKE
STOPPPP


ssttttt
ooooooooopppppppp

meow

cheers. hv a nice day.
x