just being

Why do I get upset whenever I see that type of thing...
Maybe its because I've been with them all the time...
Only this time I'm not ...
It kills....
It brokens my heart...
And for your info Keelyn,
This's not bout love... *winks*
ps: your hair looks great

And maybe,
Sometimes failing is part of our lives...
Obviously.......
Im being so weird...
Questioning and answering myself here...
Im just not over it...
How could I ever...
I will never get over it...

It sucks to have people around you talkin bout it when they already got it...
And i feel like giving them a big...
Until they feel it,
I think its time that I start to realise...
That Im not all the time freakin to it...
Its so deep and ok... alright...
I hate it.