Shattered

Heart shattered into pieces...

it's because...

*tat was just to attract readers* xp

the wind just blew
those leaves flew up
with one breeze

wat happened to me?
I used to enjoy life
LIke how I want it to be
I do what I want
I express how I like
NOt controlled by anything

But it seems like
As i grow older
Things get so messed up
THings become so packed
Yes
Everyone has 24 hours
Everyone has so much to do
And yet
WHo's it to be blamed?

I wana be the old self back
I dont wana be so scared anymore
It's killing me
COntrolled by stress
It's messing up
And it has been for many years

TO hear those inspiring
and encouragements
helps us to get thru a lil'
it doesnt last long
its just awhile that u get encouraged
the stress
builds up again in awhile

so its hard
its hurtin
its so controlling
its stressful
its tiring