What is my problem

I'm feeling something's wrong, when I feel alright. I feel I have stepped into a puddle of water on a fine sunny day. I feel as if I'm walking when I'm asleep. Everything seems right, but a lil' voice in my head is telling me that something is totally wrong. It feels as if a potrait is fine, but a detail is wrong. I feel something is not right, because everything is so fine. Oh goodness, askin' myself this, I think this moment just proved me something. " When everything is fine and there're no problems, something is wrong". Ok. I think I got it. Something is wrong. But, what issit? Sometimes, I have to tell myself it's alright, because I do not have to take everything so seriously. However, when things are good, isn't that just good? My problem now is what is my problem... What is my problem... What is my problem... Listening to "Angel", by Sarah McLachlan feels very calm. I need a rest. I feel I've been going too fast. Time to slow down, find inspiration and set myself right up to be better. I feel tired. At the back of my mind, there's a monster on top of it. I need to get rid of you monster, after 6 years, I'm awfully too tired. I can't do my best when you're there. When I try to be normal for a bit, you always appear. I can't be normal. You're always there. S.O.S. ? I know what I'll have to do now. Do what I feel I like and I think it's right, of course with proper considerations. TOodles~