I always thought this would be the best and the last.
Good things come ...
From a beginning...
You know that very special someone and you feel so good about it...
Nice words... Warmth... Happiness... You keep smiling...
However, there are many things in life that you cannot predict; well most of it...
I am naive. I am stupid. I do not know. Well, struggling makes one stronger isn't it?
I'm very capable of choosing the wrong people...
Very capable...
I always choose someone they have been in love with the other someone else for 3 or 4 years and by making friends, i healed their hearts sometimes, i've always known, this would happen.
It's all my fault, isn't it?
If there's someone to believe and to live for...
All the words coming from one's mouth must not be trusted...
And you must know what the other say may switch 360 degrees...
Act... and words... I always thought a man who say something, someone's who's responsible, says and act of it.
Nothing lasts forever, but yes, LOve lasts forever.
WHen you've done nothing and keeping loyal, suddenly everything changes.
When everything you've gone through is just thrown like rubbish like the other,
how'd u feel?
This proves that, the person you love most, is the person that's gonna hurt you the most.
This proves that, the person that cares for you the most, you hurt the most.
So, lesson, do not go after or linger around someone's circle when the circle is always linked to the other person. Or the other will never forget the other and you will hook around as time goes on, you= like an idiot. like nobody's business.
being used, heart being played, you get killed inside and the other doesn't care at all.

listen, listen to the angels around you. but you never listen. tats me. stabbed billion of times and stil standing still for that particular person. crushed, killed, totally killed by the one you love. the one that you love tells you that he or she doesnt love you anymore, and changed 2 days later. saying, yes i want you. and AGAIN. changed few weeks later to normal. so, tell me wats normal? all these times of posts of times and life and matter really matters isn't it? guess this is part of life. i always asked elder people about these issues? or maybe just for my information bout how life is? but i've always been stubborn, knowing, thinking my heart tells me the best. ignoring those who care, going on with what i believe for. i believe, but it seems that it won't move anymore, because the other wouldn't even care anymore.

i always thought that someone really likes our differences.
i always thought that our differences is the thing that brought us together.
there's no use healing anymore.
putting back broken glasses when its not even broken. this glass doesnt want to sink.
when you love that person sincerely, you would go for it for many years until you gain.
but this is not even the case, it keeps hurting you, hurting you, hurting you.
telling you that you are not in the eyes of the future of the other.
telling you the worsts things ever. hurting your heart and stabbing you inside.
the stabs of mine has become wounds for quite a long time.

you can change your clothes when you want to, you can change your hairstyle when you want to. but one thing that you can never change. the sincerity and truth of your heart. truth is, you never really liked me.
i always knew that you wudn't forget bout the other...
by the way you linger around the other's life of circle, i knew it...