often, when we were young, we always want to grow older. when we're older, we wana be younger. but not for me this time, i wana be older and older and i wana go through all the things that i'll have to go through all my life and i wana see what's there for me what will change me what will kill me and what would bring me to happiness. im there for tomorrow. i'll see what awaits for me. i'll sit on the chair on day, smiling to myself. =) thinking bout wat i wrote this day. watever happens, happens. for everything happens for a reason. i'll deal wit it.