i was finding some inspiration. so i was lookin' at my own fingernails. haha. yea. sounds funny. but i feel our life is just like our fingernails. insane? wait a lil' bit longer and u'll see why. use a nail clipper or not, clip your fingernails. clip it the way you want it to be. round. sharp. watever. and it will grow according to how its cut. from there on, you'll have to cut again. sometimes side nails come out and then u'll have to repair them. or your fingernails get dirty, u'll have to wash it or polish it for a bit. we forget how it grows. we don't see it growing. its like breathing, isnt it?

frankly speaking, im tired of how i live to live. i don't see. i don't get why. not tat im stupid. well, i can stay stupid. however, this sucks. i cant cope anymore. i don't wana cope anymore. imma let go who i want or i ever wanted to be.