Saturday, July 23, 2011

there are so many things to be worried. but Matthew 6:34 says, " Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble".

sometimes i feel, im not like other girls who take the trouble to put on make up, or to dress up as nicely as possible when they go out. Or shave your legs, or anything else.

I am tired. or they could say wow i really don't like how you dress up? oh, oh wow. u're so outdated. actually, just be myself. for sufficient for the day is its own trouble as said by the bible.

sometimes i just want to wear a white t-shirt and a simple short pants, wear my slippers, tie a pony-tail and yea, let's go out and drink a cup of tea. and talk the wonders of life. :)

yea, facebook, and all. you can look pretty. but yea, i think i give up trying to be somebody when i can be myself.

i think its quite confusing trying to be someone you don't want to be. there's a purpose why everyone has different sense of fashion or why you even call it fashion. call it you.

everybody has to be like everybody. when people straigthen their hair, everyone does the same. when everyone cuts bob, everyone does it?

yea, im not trying to be anyone else.

and about the world, heal the world.
i think there are more things to be cared about than your little bitsy nonsense.
my dream is to be a doctor, then a volounteer to help at places which needs help, especially medical aid. to give.

but too bad im not in medicine. but im sure how the others may do it. im sure there are people out there who's passionate bout how to change the world. engineers are not bad too. engineers try to invent better water systems. and innovate many things. for i feel, whether i like it or not, i feel at one point of your life, you'll come to realise what's really important to you. till now, i really do not know what i want to do.

i do regret some things that i did and am wrong for it. i do regret doing wrong things. i do regret treating people with the wrong way. i do. i am tired that i might offend people, but i shall take it all in, knowing the actual truths of life, and yeap. go according to where im supposed to be and explore what it is to be like. :)

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