cuz 5 months from here,
well i dont want to talk about the future,
however  i know,
none of these would even matter anymore.

so high, so low,
i go up high and low,
like a roller coaster,
i forgot if i dont cling to my anchor,
my God.
almighty God,
i fade and die.

cuz i cant handle all these.
its too much to bear.

and some day,
some time,
when i look back,

all these would just be like wind.

faded. gone.
and greater things are yet to come.

for He is with me.